All about me..

I don't know how to describe myself. Well, Its not that I don't know who I am. Its more of a happy-go-lucky-but-sometimes-serious person. I experienced a lot and learning from it.

I am a family-oriented person. I can't last a day without seeing them, mama, papa, my bro and my sis. And as an eldest, I felt that I should be responsible enough to take care of my family and take care of my parents when they grow old. I studied hard so that mama and papa will be proud of me. I even worked harder to pass the entrance exam of a State University, para di mahirapan sila mama sa tuition, and thank God I passed it. I took up Bachelor of Science in Computer Science and graduated in 2009. But in the middle of my journey through college, I got pregnant. At first I was so scared, the fact that Im still studying but already bearing a child frightens me. It got 5 months before my mom knew it. Maybe it's mom's instinct and to think, monthers know best.. She was there through pain and all.

Until Zhyle was born on Sept 26. I experienced a lot of things at an early age. Do I regret it? Of course not. I was the one who made the mistake and I'm ready to face it -- that's the motivation I always say to myself. While breastfeeding, I go to work in the morning and go to school at night. And nothing else would compare the feeling of  embracing your child after a long tiring day. My kiddo is the best thing that ever happened to me. I never regret having him at an early age. He made me a strong woman. He even brings joy and happiness to my parents. He is my inspiration. He is me.

Me and my kiddo

And now, I would say that I passed that test God gave me. Did I pass it with flying colors? Maybe yes, maybe no. But I don't care. As long as my family is here, and my kid to inspire me.

I dont care what people say, I dont give a damn!

Frustrated Writer

When I was in High School, we used to have an Elective in Journalism. I was also one of the Feature writers in our school paper. I developed my skills in feature writing then. I used to write about love, about a person, about myself, about my mom and about my family. I expressed my feelings through writings so when I graduated, I thought of pursuing it by taking up Journalism. But, I want to be a nurse more than being a writer. Though I know that getting a degree in Nursing costs a lot. My frustration led me to the College of Computer Management and Information Technology department and there I found my self giving my application form and.. getting a degree in Computer Science.. Whew! So what happened with the Journalism degree?? Well, that's why it became my frustration.. Haha.. Do I make sense? That's me.. That's totally me..

So, I decided to be in blogosphere to fulfill this dream.. I wanna share my thoughts, my feelings, my dreams and my frustrations as well with you guys.. This is not my first time to blog. Its my second actually, its just that, I wasnt able to manage my first blog. Well, hopefully, this would really fulfill my dream..